And again

It has been a good few years now, since I have written in this blog. Since my past post, I have thought much about what it means to live, why just sometimes, life is so hard. Life truly is a delicate negotiation. Each choice that one makes affects all outcomes of future choices, be it have toast for breakfast, or which college should I go to. Hopefully, these choices that you make will have a positive outcome, or one that seems to produce happiness. We often take the choices that we make for granted, though they may be small, still play major roles. The string theory thing says that with every choice, and alternate universe is created. This means that every choice has the potential to create billions upon billions of alternate universe, wow, that is just mind blowing.

Well this may all seem serious, the choices that should be made are those that affect your happiness. Everyone should always choose something that would make yourself happy. Happiness leads to a distinct aura that surrounds and spreads. Take those thoughts into consideration.

May 1

College Statement of Intent to Register is due today, everyone should know which college they are going to, yet many still don't. They have to wait on the waiting list spots. I have to wait. Time to make some money, somehow, some way to pay for college and other things. Hobbies.

A new journey is ahead, kinda like a new season of Pokemon, some familiar faces along the way.

Waiting list

Got put on the Waiting List for UC Davis. I wonder if I should opt in. I could just go to UC San Diego and my troubles will go away. *sigh*

What a day

The weather was outrageous today. So first, the sun woke me at 6:30 in the morning. I so tired but thought it would be sunny. I get to school and it is kind of chilly. At lunch, there are were gale force winds, and it appeared to have rained. After school, I get in my car and it starts to rain, even though it is perfectly sunny. I get home and nap, prepare to go to dragonboat. As I drive to dragonboat, it starts to rain harder and harder, and then it begins to hail. HAIL!!! Everyone was driving at around 40mph but then it suddenly decreased to around 20mph because of this. It looked like it had snowed. I get to dragonboat, and the coaches tell me to go home become practice is canceled due to the weather. What a day...

Hummingbird

A hummingbirds almost never stop moving, They have to keep moving or else they will die. The only few times they do stop moving are when they have to feed the little children. Hummingbirds live their lives in the fast lane, always moving. Sometimes, I feel like I am a hummingbird, needing to continue on, moving quickly, even when the world is still.

What will you do?

Negotiation

A negotiation is required for two or more parties to attain minimum loss. How would this work if you were going to negotiate with something intangible? My interpretation of this would be in the choices we make. Every choice we make has a different outcome, cherry or apple pie? double shot espresso or decaf? Some physicist believe that every choice we make may create an alternate dimension. These alternate dimensions maybe well be alternate universes. This would be the string theory. Back to negotiation, it is often hard to make choices, sometimes you can not make a choice, but it must be done. Later you wish you could have done something over, or even not done it at all. These decisions may well be things that you will regret later on. Just remember that the past can not be changed, no matter how you wish, even with black magic. What I hope you will take from this is to be careful in making your decisions, or,just don't worry about the past , just live in the moment. Time will go by and you may not have had as much fun as you could have.

Life is a delicate negotiation, what will you do?